Today is life....

As the time passes we tend to forget that Today is more important than Tomorrow. Life is a rush, nobody has time for nobody. In these busy days people have forgot to live their life Today. I was also among such people few days back but I realized the essence of living life. Coming to Bangalore has made a drastic change in my life and that too positive one. Each and every day is great here. Don't know how but somehow it was clear to me that I am changing, I am trying to identify the real Me. 

In this one month only, I have met lot of people, communicated with them, tried to understand their perspective and lot of other things and realized that I was far away from the world for so many days. I like this change. :)

I always used to think that this is not the correct time to do anything but now I think for everything this is the correct time, the time when you want to do it , the time when you are happy to do it. I met with people like Kebir Swaminathan Iyer, Nancy James and Gaurav Mathur, who to a lot of extent changed the way of my thinking. Life is very short to do anything or to understand anything. Ages go on and you are sometimes not able to understand a person. Sometimes communication becomes so difficult that you fear to face the consequences of saying what your heart says to you. 

Life has become so busy that everyone is involved in one's own Cabin. After so many experiences that I have got since 1 year I learnt that real happiness is not in running behind wealth or luxury or worldly assets, rather happiness is in talking to a dear friend who has a special place in your heart, watching a baby who smiles and cries for small reasons, the innocence, the nature, care of parents, love of your friends and smile on someone's face. All these things can bring much more happiness to you than any other worldly thing. The inner joy can only be achieved if you really are able to make yourself happy for No reason.

Problems are never going to end. They are a part of your life, if they are not there you would not be able to grasp the happiness so happily when it comes to you. Whatever you want to do, do with all your heart and mind. Opportunities are never ready to knock on your door. You are the one who is going to build a door where opportunity can knock.Identifying your ability, knowing it and then actually working on it is not a cup of tea for everyone, its really a tough task. Very few people can actually do it and who does it can see what positive results it has for their life. 

'Quitting is an option, but sustaining is always a choice'- This line said to me by Kebir has insisted me think on it and really it has a deep meaning. It seems as if every day we are here to learn something to understand something. it only needs one thing-" To stay calm" because 'You can never see deep through disturbed water'. So you need to be calm to go till depth. You need to be very happy to enjoy each second.

At last I just want to say, keep smiling friends, life is ready to give a lot of experiences whether happy or sad just except them and move ahead with a positive curve on your face and live to a brim.

Life is a Teacher: Full of Struggle but U have to Keep Smiling :)

It's been a long time since I have wrote anything. First of all wish all of u a very Happy Laughter Day.... :)

Someone once told me that Life is the greatest teacher who can teach you everything and really its a true saying. Life can teach you anything and everything which you are not gonna learn from your school, college, teachers or friends. I had understood the fact and tried to change myself a lot and to a great extent I had been successful in adapting myself to the worst situations and remaining happy no matter what the situation is.

March was the worst month I had ever seen but thanks to Nammo and Oju who tried to make me understand and taught me as if i am a 5 year old child and literally i was feeling that time as if I am a child and two elder sisters of mine are scolding me and then loving me. Special thanks to Oju, you really made my day and i still remember your preaching that:

  "No one has perfect life which begins with

 "Once upon a time" and ends with "Happily ever after".

   Life begins with "Welcome to the struggle"

   and ends with "You are lucky to have survived the journey"

   If you wait for happy moments, you will wait forever.

   But if u start believing that you are happy, you will be Happy Forever"

I cherished the time spent with you and "Main tera Hero" was awesome... ;) LOL

Nammo, I am angry with you. How can you forget my birthday and till now you don't even know that you had forgot that. Just give me a call, now its my turn to scold you....:D and don't dare to make any excuses that I was busy or something like that. 

Well today is laughter day...the day to be happy, to keep smiling, to laugh actually. So friends laugh and laugh till your stomach aches.... :D 

                                                      

"Fun is like life insurance; the older you get, the more it costs. "

So keep it safe as it is a treasure of the life.

Be happy...... keep calm...... I know the world is not full of good people around you but our thoughts and feelings can so easily be influenced by how we perceive others. If we make a firm choice to always keep a positive vision of those around us, then we will enjoy better relationships.

A hater's job is to find all of your flaws, then throw them in your face every day. Your job is to love yourself and keep smiling.

In these few days where I was kind of underground I had learnt a lot of things by myself, with the help of some good friends and relatives around me. I have taken the negative comments on me in a positive way, kept myself calm and quiet and tried to handle every situation by myself . Just one more thing that I need to develop in me is not to cry for everything. I learnt that "Giving up is easy. Facing the truth is hard and doing what you really want is important rather than what others say. Just because you fail once, it doesn't mean you’re going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always believe in yourself because if you don’t, then who will? So keep your head high, keep  your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about."

Just waiting for my day to come... :)

Missing Nammo, Oju, Tripta, Prachi ....... Hope we will meet soon and cherish the past moments when we used to spend all day together and having lot of fun. 

At last I would just say 

Just keep smiling and pretending you're happy, 

and then maybe after you've convinced everyone else that you are, you can convince yourself.

                                                              

                                                                    Happy Laughter Day!!!!

Nothing is Alright

Sometimes life seems so unpredictable that you really cant even imagine if whatever is happening is real.... Same is the case with me nowadays... I am not saying m not happy but these days nothing is "Really Good". Don't know why someone cant understand me. Its just like being all alone and trying to manipulate oneself that Everything is alright or going to be alright. But the question is "When?" a big question "But When?"....and the answer to this is simply "I don't know" ..."A BIG NO"....
   I know this is just the starting...Everyone faces problems m not an exception but i really am an exception nowadays.....Missing all my buddies...my dear friends....my social network....and the most "My Skills"... All these are now just alien to me...It has been nearly 8 months..everything is changed since then...lot of things...I really don't know how I got this patience and from where but m really a little bit "unstable electron" who cant sit idle....but m not really idle....in fact m much more surrounded by "THINGS".... things like preparation, study, job, thoughts, career, family, future and bla bla bla....Lost so many things since then...
Just need a lot of determination so that I can prove myself to ME.
Situations are getting worse not that worse but worse at my level. I know there are so many people around having lot more problems than I have. But I did not had anyone to tell my "Thoughts"... so I just started writing...I really don't know What m writing or why m writing but still m writing...just to diverge my mind so that I can use it in right direction in an efficient way rather than thinking about something which doesn't have any real FORM. I just want to tell all those people who are really close to me that I am really missing them. M missing Prakash's Smile, Nammo's Mummi wala love, Oju's suggestions, Ashu's Confidence in me, Surbhi's Professional Cooperation, Srayosi's Wishes, Mukesh's Idiotic jokes.... These are those people who have been with me in every situation of my life n I would really like to thank all of them to make me feel special and to push me forward whenever I get disheartened. 
Its a really tough time for me and m sure that I will get over this very soon. M just trying to be happy....coz u cant do anything if u r not happy...well I used to be a very happy n jolly person 2 years back...m trying get that personality of mine back. She was a person who was full of life and m really trying hard to get that. I have a strong belief that "Man k haare haar hai man k jeete jeet".....and there are some things for which i regret...“I don’t regret the things I’ve done, I regret the things I didn’t do when I had the chance.” 
College life is over and i really did not enjoyed it but its my dream to be with all of my dear friends just one day....and enjoying every second of it.

After writing all these thoughts of mine which really are so stupid to read I came to the conclusion that "Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, or worn. It is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace & gratitude"

So keep smiling all of u and be happy.... :)

  

Very Happy today....

Sitting in my room and rewinding through the last two days....mmmmm....they were just d best with my friend  Surbhi Gulati.....she stayed with me at my home yesterday n it was a mixture of fun n tension....

Well starting with our journey all way long from our college to my home...ahh...long distance really.... n her constantly repeating words "yaar swati kaha h ye tera gaon"...hahaha.....

Mum n dad was not at home as they are attending marriage in lucknow....n me,surbhi,shanu bhaiya n mitu were having lot of fun altogether.As usually they were trying to tease me n I was like "Kya h bhaiya....kya h sur...."...hehehe....n real fun began when it was 7 in the evening...my students had come,I was preparing food   in kitchen n I was also busy in completing some tasks of office while surbhi was busy with her lappy with her "old melodies" trying to correct my old project......

It was like bad omen has surrounded us coz my eclipse was not working n suddenly my windows 8 crashed n I had to format d system and install windows 7....n surbhi's dialog ..."kasam se swati aaj to manhusiyat ki heights ho gai h"...n in these tensions we were having the dinner n really it was a total disaster...really i had never cooked such bad food in my life.....and Surbhi The Gulati had ate it...sach me mujhme bohot guts h...hehehe....well at 12 O' clock night we all were again having fun with lots of jokes and we were again with our sweet lappys trying to search code n complete other tasks then surbhi said "yaar swati kutto wali nind aa ri h mujhe"....Dil pr mt lena its just a pyaari language which means "bohot nind aa ri h yaar".....I said you dont worry...you just sleep I will handle it....then I was on a mission for running eclipse and finally at 3 O' clock...I got success n everything was running and actually fine....then I slept at 4 listening my favourite songs.....

In the morning...surbhi was again charged with her lappy and I was busy in making breakfast.....then we got ready for the first day in our office...really its a great feeling to work somewhere where you can learn a lot....

Again all long route from "Surya vihar to OAM technomedia pvt. ltd.".....ahh...long route again.....and surbhi's dialogue "yaar swati main tere ghar kabhi nhi aungi.....tere auto ar sadak kasam se kamar tod dete h".....hehehehe......her tone is really so "budhdhu type" that no one can resist him or herself from laughing.....

On our first day in our office i.e. on 22 jan 2013....we just realized that we are really big enough to handle the responsibilities...."hum sach me bde ho gae h"......things are changing so instantly......we realized that  "20-26 is not that nice an age as we had imagined... Although,we have the official permissions for some things,some of our friends are getting married,our career has just started,elders treat us as unproven theorems,people think we are always wrong even when we are right, we are too old for college but too young to be taken seriously,...we seem to enjoy both cartoons and news,we can no longer eat whatever we wish without being conscious about putting on weight, Every aunt we meet asks "Shadi Kb Kr re ho beta g" and uncle asks "aage ka kya socha h beta?"...We have all the confidence in the world but little achievements....We know that whatever we have been taught about the world in schools has been a sheer waste of time.... we now know love is nowhere and that friendship sometimes has its terms and conditions.....And we now realize that this age and part of life is not exactly what we thought it would be...!!!!"

And the most important reason for my happiness is surbhi gulati's post on facebook...."‎Pihu Srivastav ...........thnk u....for being dre....thnk u fr making me wht i m today...i knw m kch bani nhi hui..but wht i m today is just bcz of u...i m glad tht u r dre...and will remain......."....OMG really I had never expected this from sur.....M really feeling gud coz really Sur has changed positively.....I dont knw whether its coz of me or anything else coz now sur is a person having a sense of responsibility, humor and full of will power...I only say one thing to you dear that "Life is a gift...dont let it go waste...grab as much as you can....reduce your negativity and just go out and believe on yourself... everything is very easy in this world...just say always "I can"...n u really can.....:)"

In all these situations I am missing my closest friend Prakash a lot....hmm...busy in his sister's marriage....he doesn't even knows that what m feeling although he is always the first person with whom I share my happiness and my sorrows......and also missing my "nammo"...yr  this is not fair tu abhi se busy ho gai h......n m also missing the fun we used to have in our class.....Oju.me.sur n nammo..altogether....its been a long time .....

Guys missing u all a lot....!!!

Sweet memories of my college life...:)

College life over!!!!

7th jan 2013...t'was the last day of college....Lets go to four years back cherishing the sweet memories of my college life....

T'was my first day in college, actually very frightening, fear of ragging, seniors, new teachers, everything new......started with my bus journey....really it was so long....75 km... :/ 

Frankly speaking I did not wanted to study in this college just because it was so distant and the most important reason "it was in Palwal"....mmm!!! not Palwal actually Aurangabad, 15 km from Palwal..But now, I just love my college..and I am proud to be a MVNiet...

First year was really boring just because the whole day was like : teacher coming to the class, lecture then again  new teacher, then lecture, again new  teacher, again lecture and no fun...but that time I was having with me my sweet friends Poonam, Tripta and Prachi....They remained always with me every time...

Then came second year, the most special year of my life... :) :) I gained a lot in my college. Teachers were always helping, classmates were very good and friends awesome...:) :D talking about my friends some more were added to the existing list...Prakash, with whom I can share anything...my best friend, even I share my secrets with him...all the joys and sorrows..everything.....Srayosi who is my best friend since 9 years...ahhh!!  :) long time.... Ashish (Ashu)...Then I also started a project of IBM TGMC 2010 with my team members Tripta, Prachi and Poonam...well I did not knew that one day it would be my dream project ...and also completed my training period in DRDO....

Then came third year, the year of achievements, hard work and friendship.... :) This year was really really really awesome....I found my life long friends Namrata (Nammo), Surbhi (Sur) and Ojasvini (Oju)...Iwould like to tell some specifications about three of them....hehehe...Nammo our universal mummy...(she is going to kill me after reading this...hehehehe...:P:P )...mummy because she is soooo caring, so sweet, so soft and helping...Oju we had never called her "Ojasvini"...(inna bda naam kon le yaar)...sweet and innocent and always the first to clear out everything "samajhdaar bachchi".....now comes everyone's dulari ladali Sur....she is an entertainer, always joking, cool, tomboy and ya this was the year when she actually started working hard, studying and being serious in her life. We all participated in IBM TGMC 2011 and it was the real cause of our strong bonding. We worked on it without taking a sleep, without taking a dinner many nights and lunch many days, without thinking of anything else. Sarika was also there in the team...she is having a soft corner for everyone, sweet and cute too. We all worked in all day in the college in our "Mini Bangalore" (we use to call our library's computer section "mini bangalore") with our Swati Mam, the most sweet and helping teacher I had ever seen. She used to take care of all of us and worked all day and night without expecting anything for herself. Me and Oju were in same time and Sarika, Sur and Nammo were in another, and seriously I was really happy to have Oju with me as she worked beyond my expectations. Let me tell you about one night when we all had a night stay at Oju's house on 17 march 2012. Really could not forget that how we all were working day and night without a minute rest and I was having a bad cold that day and suddenly at 2 O' clock at night I was having a very bad pain in the legs due to weakness and tiredness and then Surbhi ji messaged it with hot oil and iodex. On last day of submission of project we all were at Nammo's house and we all were having an atmosphere of tension and fun both.Really I had never seen such a care. I also completed my third year training in CEA. We celebrated a lot of things in this year...Poonam's birthday, Holi, Nammo's birthday, our first mass bunk when we bunked our CN test hehehehehe....t'was a fun that day, also went to Surbhi Di's shadi (Oju's Di), and our first movie "Mausam" together and IT's first hangout in Satyam, Nehru Place then went to Bangla Saheb after completion of our project and watching "Grudge" together in CR 9 on Nammo's laptop while we were having free time in college. Then we went to celebrate our project submission in Domino's and watched "Housefull2" and ya how can I forget my,oju's and sur's dance "subah hone na de" hhhehehehhehe..:P:P....In all these days the person who was there always with me and helped to reduce my tension and stress was "Prakash". He had also worked in IBM TGMC 2011 and we both worked together from 27 jan to 31 jan at my house.In all t'was a superb year.

Now, coming to last year fourth year...well it was an year of full on masti.....some more friends were added to my friendlist. In this year we all actually realised how to live the life. A trip was organized to Chandigarh Infosys, it was the first time when we all had a trip from college. It was areal fun in the bus,started our journey at 2 a.m. and reached there at 12 p.m. and this time was the most special time we all had,played antakshari all way long and new new bachkane games hehehhe...our whole class was allotted a single bus. We can't forget Really it was an unforgettable trip. Acting of Rohit, tough looks of Harish, stories of Subodh,   Movie suggestions and "Main sharabi" dance of Tarun, Songs of Chirag, Masti of Preeti mam, Richa mam, Ajay sir, Beenu mam and Shweta mam, Khurana's crush hehehehe..... ;) , Prashant's good voice, Lalit's talks and our paratha and makhan breakfast at a dhabha,then question answering round in infosys....everything was just fabulous.....We all went to Hauz Khas on 7th november, a memorable day where we all got to know each other, played together, ate together, and cherished each moment together. Then that train daily journey was a fun, 2 months daily train journey..... really an adventure and fun with all my classmates. Then some of us went to Oodles technology for placement on 29 dec 2010 and then R.D. engineering college for franconnect placement on 9 jan 2013. Well now its time to have something serious in our life, to complete training of 6 months and searching a job, clearing GATE and lots more. We have again started IBM TGMC 2012 and its a time to be prepared for lots and lots of hard work in right direction. Well, hope everything will be good and this new year would prove to be the best till now.....:) :)

hehhehhe...t'was a very long post hmm...thanks for reading....:)

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